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back to boredom
Sunday, May 16, 2010
9:27 AM
I found myself a book. Digital fortress. Yes, a bit outdated I admit. Now since I have finished it, Im back to boredom.Having spent almost 4 months in JC, Im still 'lost'. I always question myself, What's next? What I had in mind was to continue InsyaAllah to Academic University first then continue my Ukhrawi studies afterwards. It'll take a very long time but, that's one of the purpose of living. Studying. However recently, I got to know myself better. I think. Passion, something yet to be discovered in me. Is it teaching? Or is it just studying? I didnt go to Poly because none of the courses were more appealing than others. All were neutral to my taste. I didnt go to Islamic college because I want to study in the Ukhrawi field till forever. There's so much yet for me to learn. So in order to have a quite balanced knowledge, Ukhrawi and Duniawi, Im doing the Academic part now rather than later. Alhamdulillah, now Im coping quite fine with JC. Subjects not too tough. Workload is the killer. What worries me is what comes next. I am not sure myself but InsyaAllah, and Im confident that whatever Ill be doing after NS will be the best Allah has in store for me. And to all my dudes and dudettes, with or without laptop (hahaha. to those who dont understand, ignore this part), I am always praying for our success. To make our country, our society, our family and most importantly, our religion proud. Ameen. Wassalam. |